Fighting Off Bitterness

FIGHTING OFF BITTERNESS
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 at 1:40am

i've been struggling with bitterness so badly the past couple weeks. And what makes it worse is who is causing this doesnt even realize it. And of course i dont confront it cause i dont want to end up saying something i shouldnt. Through this i have realized i get more frusturated at my attitude then anything. it is obvious to me im not reflecting Christs character through it all. i'm very blessed to have people in my life i can go to and be completely honest & open about my feelings with. And i know they wont judge me or love me any less. Everytime they allow Christ to speak through them to say just the right thing. And i immediately start feeling better. Some of the time i know exactly what they'll say. I just need to hear it from them anyway. And Andrews response is always one that will make me smile "you okay? Want me to knock some heads together?" of course thats not the advice i was referring to...i am so thankful that God blessed me with such amazing people in my life who have become my family. They do so much more for me then I have ever done for them. One day I hope I can live up to how great they have been to me.