A Sadness

Have you ever had a sadness deep down? And you couldnt figure out why?

I am dealing with this right now. It's an odd thing.

I am so happy right now... so many things are going great. I am doing the things I love, I'm moving forward in my life, I am accepting God's timing & not my own, I am surrounded by the people I love and that love me.

And yet there is this sadness hovering over me. I have always been able to pinpoint it quickly, it was always a no brainer as to why I was feeling sad. But this time... I am at a loss.

So, I guess the only thing I can think to do is to continue on.... being thankful for the things that are making me happy and are fulfilling the desires God has put in my heart. Maybe God needs me to take a day for Him. Go for a drive, or a walk. And just spend some one on one with Him. A lot of the time my time with Him involves one or more people.... Maybe God and I just need to talk.

Wow. So there we go.... that is why I write. God may have just talked to me with my own hands typing :D.

Oh Jesus.... how I love YOU and YOUR ways....