God's keeping me on my toes...

I am blown away by all the things God puts in front of me, and then a lot of the time, takes them away within a couple weeks...

I ponder this often throughout each day, wondering why it is things like this happen... mostly it has to do with jobs. So many great opportunities seem to come up, and they are just about ready for me to grasp when something happens, and God pulls me in another direction. I continue to wonder what point He is trying to make.

This is what I have come up with... He is testing my faith in Him. Or something around those lines. He has proven over and over that He is faithful to me. Now, I dont know if I like the word "testing". I think I would rather use the word "train". Maybe He is training me for the future, so that I will always go where He leads me. And He is starting with the small little things. I cant help but laugh. A good laugh, not of disgust. I love my life, there is very little that I would change right now. Just waiting for God to finally say, "ok Amers, this is the plan, here's what I think you should do for the rest of your life. Enjoy what I have for you!" Yes I believe God would call me Amers. Cause my closest friends call me that, its always in a loving manner, and God IS love. so yea. Just my thinking :)


Anyways, back on topic. At this point in time I think I am understanding why God has blessed me with the things in my life right now... First off; The Pink House. Now I have been there a year now, was definitely not my intention. But I realize that I would have never met and got close to some of the amazing girls I have come to love so much. And I have some of the best sharing times with a couple of them about Jesus. So fun. I love it! Secondly; my two best friends got married. yea yea, doesnt involve me all that much, but it was an honor to get to stand there right next to them as they committed themselves to one another forever. Oh I love them. Thirdly; Im getting to know again my buddy Austin. we had some time apart from our usual talks everyday and hanging out constantly. I missed him a LOT. he is the best brother I could ask for. Glad to start talking more again. Fourth; Ooooh Tyler. Im so thankful for meeting him and getting to know him. I love getting to talk to him everyday and knowing he will always make me laugh and make me happy.

That sums up my life on this wednesday night

With the Son in my eyes I continue on...